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I Hate Myself (new painting and music release announcement!)
hey i’m nathan and i hate myself that look on your face! like…ugh it’s a weird thing to say and admit because i don’t really feel depressed i’m a pretty like happy guy and in fact probably for my whole life i’ve just felt like maybe i’m a little too happy i mean don’t get me wrong i get depressed and like brian wilson “sometimes i feel very sad” just like all of us it’s not all like bright and sunny but because i’m mostly happy i’ve never really considered the idea that i might not have the most positive self-image but one thing i’ve definitely always been is creative and for some reason i felt like because i have to be up here on the stage that that might show that i’m selfish that some part of me says oh i have to be in front of people that makes me bad and evil that idea that i’m bad and evil just reduces into a basic distrust of everything that might come naturally to me and because i suspected that i might be evil and manipulative and controlling and only have my own self-interest at heart it made me pass through the world never wanting to express myself always feeling guilty about expressing myself in my relationships i would always try to put them first which is good it’s important to put people before yourself but if you do it like i was doing where i just bury who i am bury my identity bury my thoughts and feelings it just becomes my own personal way of conforming it makes me doubt who i am and who God made me to be but because i truly believed that deep down inside i was this selfish person, what other choice would i have?
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Is Drybrushing actually useless? or...
in this video i have decided to test the most beginner friendly technique and that is dry brushing many painters consider dry brushing to be inferior painting method and i have chosen several things that i want to paint with these new brushes that are specifically made for dry brushing to test this hypothesis the question is how well am i able to paint these miniatures is drybrushing actually useless let’s find out also just before the video begins i can see that just a fraction of my viewers are subscribed so go ahead and subscribe it’s free and you can always change your mind and unsubscribe later if you want now dry brushing gets a better rep.
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LED Matrix part 2: NextPCB boards in detail
In my second video on how an LED matrix works, I would like to go into more detail about the circuit boards that I received from my sponsor NextPCB. For me, this cooperation is the entry into the world of professional circuit board production with new design possibilities. As well as my hand-soldered circuits are suitable to illustrate the functionality, they are just as bad in practical use: During the video recordings, soldering points broke and pins came loose from the GPIO headers on the Arduino UNO board.
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Miriam Pawel, Rethinking Crime, Punishment, and Redemption in California
Michael Burroughs: Hello everyone, we’re going to just take a moment or two for people to filter in and then we will get started. Michael Burroughs: Welcome everyone to tonight’s event rethinking crime punishment and redemption in California. The legacy of the governor’s brown featuring Miriam, pal. Michael Burroughs: My name is Michael burrows and I serve as director of the Cagney Institute of ethics and I’ll be half of the Institute.
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Retrospective Contact Tracing: How States Can Investigate Covid-19 Clusters
Margaret Ellis Bourdeaux M.D.: Welcome everyone. Margaret Ellis Bourdeaux M.D.: I am thrilled to go ahead and start. So welcome, everyone. This is our to the seminar on retrospective contact tracing Margaret Ellis Bourdeaux M.D.: Co hosted by the Berkman climb center on the internet and society Harvard Medical Schools Program and global public policy, the National Governors Association and Partners in Health Margaret Ellis Bourdeaux M.
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SCP D-Classified | S1: Ep3 | The Girl with the Polaroid
Andres: Comfortable? Omar: As much as I can be I suppose. Andres: I don’t know why they gave you that stupid table. It’s not like you have something in your pocket that you can put on there at night before you hit the cot. Omar: Part of a Foundation-wide movement, as far as I understand it. The onsite psych department said that providing us with simple things from the outside would keep us “mentally stable” and “useful for longer.
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How network audio players work
Although you can say that network audio players aka streamers simply get audio files from a storage medium and send them to a digital to analog converter, there are many ways to do that. And almost all those systems are not compatible. In this 40 minutes long video a comprehensive overview of most systems. The past 20 years playing media over networks has developed from extremely rudimentary to rather sophisticated.
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វាសនានាងហង្ស-Veasna Neang Hang ភាគទី១-(Life Series EP1)-[Sastra Film]
SASTRA FILM & BAYON TV Present Life Series NISA It’s my dad’s restaurant Wow! It’s so nice and big Lin! You can come whenever you want Understand? Really, NISA? Is that It? But I don’t think you can come to visit it whenever you want Don’t be rude with me! What’s wrong with you, Nisa? No! Nothing wrong! You should know your place Stop thinking whatever you are thinking right now Hand off me!
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엘론 머스크 , 유리 가가린 vs 닐 암스트롱
In May 2020, a rocket was successfully launched, marking the start of a new space era. It was from Elon Musk, the model for Tony Stark in “Iron Man” and who has various nicknames including billionaire, genius engineer, and playboy. He designed for his space traveling project, SpaceX. Musk is also the CEO of ‘Tesla Motors’, which often is represented as the leader of electric cars. Elon Musk, born in South Africa in 1971, was bullied in his childhood, but had a goal of studying and settling in the USA, on his belief that they would become the center of the world in the 90s.
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Neffex - Grateful | Lyrics | Music Video
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